I start a new course in life this week. No longer will I be just a teenager, but I will be a working all the time none stop teenager. I do have to say I am VERY thankfull for this job.
I am going to be working at McDonalds in Scotsville Ky. There I will be learning the ways of the ninja. Cause everyone knows you have to be super fast and skilled to do that many things at once. Which I am none of those thing at all! Working there will teach me how to work with people, listen to those over you, skills, respect, and a bunch of other stuff I dont feel like typing.
I have been thinking a lot about life. Probably more than I should. I have been thinking about all the things I have been praying for and how I am being blessed with them. Like this job for example. I have been looking and praying for a job and I was blessed with one. I have also been blessed with friends who love me for who I am and not what I am. I have family that would give there life for me and love me more than I could even imagine.
Though life for me the past couple of years has been really hard, God, my family and my friends have been there right by my side throught the whole thing. I am truely blessed to have people like them. I dont know what I would do if I didnt have them. Even though the water rises my God will reach his arm out and pull me up.
It seems like everything is happening so fast. I get a chance to record a demo, I get a job, and I get a boyfriend. Its all nice but sometimes I wish life would slow down a little. But I have a feeling its only gonna get faster. I think it would be awesome if I could like slow down time for a couple of second and take a breather. But, I dont think thats possible. I guess I'll just learn how to manage my time. I have to have time for God, my family and my friends. HAVE TOO!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Life: Part 3
There are some things in life you just cant control. And there are some things that you can. Like the color of the sky or the song of a bird. Gods plan,Thats one thing we will never be able to control. I do have to say I am very thankfull that I dont control it because if that were the case I would have messed my life up soo many times. I guess thats why He is in control intead of us. Cause He knows what he's doing and we dont most of the time.
Even though we dont like the outcome of His will sometimes it is for the best. I can honestly say that I have been down that road. You pray and pray and pray for a sertain thing to happen or not happen and yet it seems like your pray hasn't been answered. But did we ever stop and think " Maybe God not answering is an answer." The reason being that there might be sometihng he wants us to learn or see during the time we are going through.
Being a teenager, I do have to say, is a time in your life when you learn to get closer to God. There are so many things in this world that tempt us and try to get us to fall away from the one who really matters. God. Its in these times we learn his will and plan for our lifes and to keep going even when things seems ruff or unfair. Yes there will be times when we dont think we will ever get our turn for anything but our turn will come soon enough. Times of feeling lonely do come. Trust me. I also have been down that road. Probably more than I should. But we have to realize that the person we have been waiting to find or wanting to find has been here the whole entire time. God loves you more than anything or anyone in the whole entire world. He will always be there for you. He wont hurt you or leave you feeling disapointed.
I have realized that life will through some banana peels at you so you'll slip and fall. And yes it will promise you one thing and give you another. But hold on to God. When He makes a promise he never breaks it. Trust him and when those banana peels do come at you he will be there to keep you from falling.
Even though we dont like the outcome of His will sometimes it is for the best. I can honestly say that I have been down that road. You pray and pray and pray for a sertain thing to happen or not happen and yet it seems like your pray hasn't been answered. But did we ever stop and think " Maybe God not answering is an answer." The reason being that there might be sometihng he wants us to learn or see during the time we are going through.
Being a teenager, I do have to say, is a time in your life when you learn to get closer to God. There are so many things in this world that tempt us and try to get us to fall away from the one who really matters. God. Its in these times we learn his will and plan for our lifes and to keep going even when things seems ruff or unfair. Yes there will be times when we dont think we will ever get our turn for anything but our turn will come soon enough. Times of feeling lonely do come. Trust me. I also have been down that road. Probably more than I should. But we have to realize that the person we have been waiting to find or wanting to find has been here the whole entire time. God loves you more than anything or anyone in the whole entire world. He will always be there for you. He wont hurt you or leave you feeling disapointed.
I have realized that life will through some banana peels at you so you'll slip and fall. And yes it will promise you one thing and give you another. But hold on to God. When He makes a promise he never breaks it. Trust him and when those banana peels do come at you he will be there to keep you from falling.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Where Darkness Cannot Hide~ Hidden Secrets
I decided to put a paragraph from the book Im writting on here and see if you guys like it. I would love your opinion that way if it needs some more work I know it.
It was suer time and Keira had noticed the house had seemed a little weirder than usual. " Hmm, sure seems quiet tonight." She thought to herself as she put soap in her hands and started to rub it between her fingers. She looked in the mirror and thought she saw her moms shadow. " Hey mom, whats for super?" She said in a jokingly voice. The shadow stood there and said nothing. " Mom are you ok?" Still standing there the shadow turned to the side to where you could just barely see the face. It was tall and had a black hood like thing on. Keira then realized the shadow she was seeing was not her mother's. Scared out of her mind she ran to her room and dialed 911. " Come on! COme on! Pick up! Hello? Is anyone there? There is a man in my house! I have no idea who he is and, I think he broke in or something! Hello?!"
Just let me know what you think. I would love you opinion! :)
It was suer time and Keira had noticed the house had seemed a little weirder than usual. " Hmm, sure seems quiet tonight." She thought to herself as she put soap in her hands and started to rub it between her fingers. She looked in the mirror and thought she saw her moms shadow. " Hey mom, whats for super?" She said in a jokingly voice. The shadow stood there and said nothing. " Mom are you ok?" Still standing there the shadow turned to the side to where you could just barely see the face. It was tall and had a black hood like thing on. Keira then realized the shadow she was seeing was not her mother's. Scared out of her mind she ran to her room and dialed 911. " Come on! COme on! Pick up! Hello? Is anyone there? There is a man in my house! I have no idea who he is and, I think he broke in or something! Hello?!"
Just let me know what you think. I would love you opinion! :)
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Cheese PIzza
I am going to type this as fast as possible cause I think I have to get off so....
Life is going good. I am happy and feel happy. Although there is still one situation that I am trying to figure out what to do. Im still praying about it though.
Anywho! I like cokkies! They are my down fall. When I eat em I can help but eat more! Thats just the person I am. DONT JUDGE ME! O_O
I love my kitty Felix. He fell out of the window the other day. It was sooo funny I had to leave the room I was laughing so hard. It was my falt. I was trying to see if he would hear me enter the room or not and well, he didnt so I made a really weird noise and it scared him SOOO bad. It still makes me laugh.
I might have found a job. I dont have an answer yet but I fell confident about it! :)
Pizza rocks!
That is all..........
Life is going good. I am happy and feel happy. Although there is still one situation that I am trying to figure out what to do. Im still praying about it though.
Anywho! I like cokkies! They are my down fall. When I eat em I can help but eat more! Thats just the person I am. DONT JUDGE ME! O_O
I love my kitty Felix. He fell out of the window the other day. It was sooo funny I had to leave the room I was laughing so hard. It was my falt. I was trying to see if he would hear me enter the room or not and well, he didnt so I made a really weird noise and it scared him SOOO bad. It still makes me laugh.
I might have found a job. I dont have an answer yet but I fell confident about it! :)
Pizza rocks!
That is all..........
Monday, September 13, 2010
Life Part 2
Life. Its full of suprizes and disapointments. Has it ever seemed like whenever things in your life were going good and the one things that you had been waiting for so long to happen was in reaching distance, and then out of no where something just went wrong and it seemed like you where at square one again? I have to say that has happened to me alot in life. More disapointments than suprizes though. Unfortunatly thats how life goes sometimes. It is in these times that make a person really question themselves. What did I do wrong? Have I done something wrong to deserve this? Have I even done something wrong? Sometimes I make things more dramatic than they should be but these things are what seriously go through my head. I tend to think more than I should. Sometimes I lay in bed at night and just wonder, " Maybe this has happened to show me something. Maybe its part of Gods plan. And who knows, maybe there is something better planed for me than this."
Its sad how one can get so attached to something so fast. And then it lets you down. Someone once told me that I should just let go because maybe it wasnt Gods will and if it was then God might make this turn into a good situation. If its His will then it will happen. If not then something greater is instore for me. "Though there is sorrow that lasts for the night HIS joy comes in the morning." I wouldnt call it sorrow but I like saying that verse because it makes me feel happy because I know God willa lways be there for me. HE will not leave nor forsake ME.
Its sad how one can get so attached to something so fast. And then it lets you down. Someone once told me that I should just let go because maybe it wasnt Gods will and if it was then God might make this turn into a good situation. If its His will then it will happen. If not then something greater is instore for me. "Though there is sorrow that lasts for the night HIS joy comes in the morning." I wouldnt call it sorrow but I like saying that verse because it makes me feel happy because I know God willa lways be there for me. HE will not leave nor forsake ME.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Life
Isnt it weird how when your a little kid you dont think about the future. You dont care about what your gonna be when you get older, what your gonna look like, what college you gonna go to, stuff like that. Its amazing to me how someone can change that much. From not caring about what will happen next to being excited about the future.
When I was a little girl Mom said I could tell some of the best stories just off the top of my head. All I loved doing was telling stories. I would tell stories about what I was going to do when I got older and how I was going to do it. See, I wanted to be a Paleontologist. I loved anything and everything that had to do with Dinosaurs. But as time went on my dreams changed. I now am wanting to be a singer. And I would like to thank my favorite singer in the whole world for encouraging me in his music. Steven Curtis Chapmen. Its because of him I wanted to become a singer. Im even thinking about making my first demo! That would be AWESOME! Ok I need to calm down now.........................
When I was a little girl Mom said I could tell some of the best stories just off the top of my head. All I loved doing was telling stories. I would tell stories about what I was going to do when I got older and how I was going to do it. See, I wanted to be a Paleontologist. I loved anything and everything that had to do with Dinosaurs. But as time went on my dreams changed. I now am wanting to be a singer. And I would like to thank my favorite singer in the whole world for encouraging me in his music. Steven Curtis Chapmen. Its because of him I wanted to become a singer. Im even thinking about making my first demo! That would be AWESOME! Ok I need to calm down now.........................
Friday, August 13, 2010
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