Life. Its full of suprizes and disapointments. Has it ever seemed like whenever things in your life were going good and the one things that you had been waiting for so long to happen was in reaching distance, and then out of no where something just went wrong and it seemed like you where at square one again? I have to say that has happened to me alot in life. More disapointments than suprizes though. Unfortunatly thats how life goes sometimes. It is in these times that make a person really question themselves. What did I do wrong? Have I done something wrong to deserve this? Have I even done something wrong? Sometimes I make things more dramatic than they should be but these things are what seriously go through my head. I tend to think more than I should. Sometimes I lay in bed at night and just wonder, " Maybe this has happened to show me something. Maybe its part of Gods plan. And who knows, maybe there is something better planed for me than this."
Its sad how one can get so attached to something so fast. And then it lets you down. Someone once told me that I should just let go because maybe it wasnt Gods will and if it was then God might make this turn into a good situation. If its His will then it will happen. If not then something greater is instore for me. "Though there is sorrow that lasts for the night HIS joy comes in the morning." I wouldnt call it sorrow but I like saying that verse because it makes me feel happy because I know God willa lways be there for me. HE will not leave nor forsake ME.
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