Tuesday, November 16, 2010

McDonalds

I start a new course in life this week. No longer will I be just a teenager, but I will be a working all the time none stop teenager. I do have to say I am VERY thankfull for this job.

I am going to be working at McDonalds in Scotsville Ky. There I will be learning the ways of the ninja. Cause everyone knows you have to be super fast and skilled to do that many things at once. Which I am none of those thing at all! Working there will teach me how to work with people, listen to those over you, skills, respect, and a bunch of other stuff I dont feel like typing.

I have been thinking a lot about life. Probably more than I should. I have been thinking about all the things I have been praying for and how I am being blessed with them. Like this job for example. I have been looking and praying for a job and I was blessed with one. I have also been blessed with friends who love me for who I am and not what I am. I have family that would give there life for me and love me more than I could even imagine.

Though life for me the past couple of years has been really hard, God, my family and my friends have been there right by my side throught the whole thing. I am truely blessed to have people like them. I dont know what I would do if I didnt have them. Even though the water rises my God will reach his arm out and pull me up.

It seems like everything is happening so fast. I get a chance to record a demo, I get a job, and I get a boyfriend. Its all nice but sometimes I wish life would slow down a little. But I have a feeling its only gonna get faster. I think it would be awesome if I could like slow down time for a couple of second and take a breather. But, I dont think thats possible. I guess I'll just learn how to manage my time. I have to have time for God, my family and my friends. HAVE TOO!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Life: Part 3

There are some things in life you just cant control. And there are some things that you can. Like the color of the sky or the song of a bird. Gods plan,Thats one thing we will never be able to control. I do have to say I am very thankfull that I dont control it because if that were the case I would have messed my life up soo many times. I guess thats why He is in control intead of us. Cause He knows what he's doing and we dont most of the time.

Even though we dont like the outcome of His will sometimes it is for the best. I can honestly say that I have been down that road. You pray and pray and pray for a sertain thing to happen or not happen and yet it seems like your pray hasn't been answered. But did we ever stop and think " Maybe God not answering is an answer." The reason being that there might be sometihng he wants us to learn or see during the time we are going through.

Being a teenager, I do have to say, is a time in your life when you learn to get closer to God. There are so many things in this world that tempt us and try to get us to fall away from the one who really matters. God. Its in these times we learn his will and plan for our lifes and to keep going even when things seems ruff or unfair. Yes there will be times when we dont think we will ever get our turn for anything but our turn will come soon enough. Times of feeling lonely do come. Trust me. I also have been down that road. Probably more than I should. But we have to realize that the person we have been waiting to find or wanting to find has been here the whole entire time. God loves you more than anything or anyone in the whole entire world. He will always be there for you. He wont hurt you or leave you feeling disapointed.

I have realized that life will through some banana peels at you so you'll slip and fall. And yes it will promise you one thing and give you another. But hold on to God. When He makes a promise he never breaks it. Trust him and when those banana peels do come at you he will be there to keep you from falling.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Where Darkness Cannot Hide~ Hidden Secrets

I decided to put a paragraph from the book Im writting on here and see if you guys like it. I would love your opinion that way if it needs some more work I know it.



It was suer time and Keira had noticed the house had seemed a little weirder than usual. " Hmm, sure seems quiet tonight." She thought to herself as she put soap in her hands and started to rub it between her fingers. She looked in the mirror and thought she saw her moms shadow. " Hey mom, whats for super?" She said in a jokingly voice. The shadow stood there and said nothing. " Mom are you ok?" Still standing there the shadow turned to the side to where you could just barely see the face. It was tall and had a black hood like thing on. Keira then realized the shadow she was seeing was not her mother's. Scared out of her mind she ran to her room and dialed 911. " Come on! COme on! Pick up! Hello? Is anyone there? There is a man in my house! I have no idea who he is and, I think he broke in or something! Hello?!"


Just let me know what you think. I would love you opinion! :)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Cheese PIzza

I am going to type this as fast as possible cause I think I have to get off so....

Life is going good. I am happy and feel happy. Although there is still one situation that I am trying to figure out what to do. Im still praying about it though.

Anywho! I like cokkies! They are my down fall. When I eat em I can help but eat more! Thats just the person I am. DONT JUDGE ME! O_O

I love my kitty Felix. He fell out of the window the other day. It was sooo funny I had to leave the room I was laughing so hard. It was my falt. I was trying to see if he would hear me enter the room or not and well, he didnt so I made a really weird noise and it scared him SOOO bad. It still makes me laugh.

I might have found a job. I dont have an answer yet but I fell confident about it! :)

Pizza rocks!

That is all..........

Monday, September 13, 2010

Life Part 2

Life. Its full of suprizes and disapointments. Has it ever seemed like whenever things in your life were going good and the one things that you had been waiting for so long to happen was in reaching distance, and then out of no where something just went wrong and it seemed like you where at square one again? I have to say that has happened to me alot in life. More disapointments than suprizes though. Unfortunatly thats how life goes sometimes. It is in these times that make a person really question themselves. What did I do wrong? Have I done something wrong to deserve this? Have I even done something wrong? Sometimes I make things more dramatic than they should be but these things are what seriously go through my head. I tend to think more than I should. Sometimes I lay in bed at night and just wonder, " Maybe this has happened to show me something. Maybe its part of Gods plan. And who knows, maybe there is something better planed for me than this."

Its sad how one can get so attached to something so fast. And then it lets you down. Someone once told me that I should just let go because maybe it wasnt Gods will and if it was then God might make this turn into a good situation. If its His will then it will happen. If not then something greater is instore for me. "Though there is sorrow that lasts for the night HIS joy comes in the morning." I wouldnt call it sorrow but I like saying that verse because it makes me feel happy because I know God willa lways be there for me. HE will not leave nor forsake ME.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Life

Isnt it weird how when your a little kid you dont think about the future. You dont care about what your gonna be when you get older, what your gonna look like, what college you gonna go to, stuff like that. Its amazing to me how someone can change that much. From not caring about what will happen next to being excited about the future.

When I was a little girl Mom said I could tell some of the best stories just off the top of my head. All I loved doing was telling stories. I would tell stories about what I was going to do when I got older and how I was going to do it. See, I wanted to be a Paleontologist. I loved anything and everything that had to do with Dinosaurs. But as time went on my dreams changed. I now am wanting to be a singer. And I would like to thank my favorite singer in the whole world for encouraging me in his music. Steven Curtis Chapmen. Its because of him I wanted to become a singer. Im even thinking about making my first demo! That would be AWESOME! Ok I need to calm down now.........................

Friday, August 13, 2010

:D

Look at my blogggg!!! Its soooo beautiful!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

The answer to all writers block

I have finaly figured out the answer to ALL writing problems.

If you like to write stories or books and can get our of this writers block then here is what I do when I get stuck on finishing my book. Sit there for a second. Think about what your writing about. Who are all your characters so far? What is their meaning in the book. Put yourself in the situation your struggling with in the book and see what you would do.

Now if you are having problems writing a song and just cant see how some poeple do it so easily, I also have the answer to that. Start with the same first step like you would with writing a book. Sit there for a second. Think about your feelings. How do you feel on the inside. What are the words you want to say? Find out if their good feelings or sad feelings..........you get the idea.

I use these steps for writing songs and my book all the time. It really works. And if it doesnt then maybe you need to go a step further in asking yourself a question. If you just sit there a second and think I know this will work. Trust me its been proven.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Hello

So today has been a really boring day. I feel like it will never end. The only exciting thing that has happened it my goat Launa getting her head stuck in the fence, which she did twice by the way.

Anyway. Nothing really has changed. Im looking for a job, still writting music, still in school, and well you get it.

My Kitty Felix fell of the stairs today. Then ran up them like there was a fire or somethin.

Well there is nothin else really to talk about.

Monday, June 28, 2010

hey

Hey all you bloggers out there. Sorry its been a while. Lets just say my life has bein going non stop.

Well so far everything is going good. Our goats are fatter than ever and my goat Lana is going to have a kid some time in late July or early August. It would be awesome if she had it August 5. Thats my birthday.

My brother and I just got back from camp. I went the week before and he went last week. It was Amazing!

My music is coming along good. Im currently working on several new songs and cant wait to share them with the world.

I would like to, here in a week or so, get together with some of my friends and try to see if we can get a band started. I think we would be make a good band.

Well thats it for now.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Teady

Sorry its been a while but I havent really been able to write. I am good. How are you doing? Thats good. Man I am sooo tired write now. I need to go back to sleep but I dint think Mom will let me. :( Sooooooo......................Nothin much has changed in my life. Its still the same boring routines. Sleep, eat, do school, go to church, soccer , and then sleep again. Sounds like a lote but its not.

SQUIRL!

Anyways..........Write me!lol

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Things I like.

I like cookies......mostly oreo and chocolate chip.

I like Sprite and Dr. Pepper.

I like chicken.

HI MOMMY!

I LOVE animals.

I like to talk...which idk if thats a good thing.lol

I like to eat food. :)

I LOVE blue eys and brown hair.

I LOVE Jesus Christ!

I like playing the guitar, piano, and some what the drums.

I like writting songs.

I like listening to music.

I LOVE ridding Horses.

I Love my goats.

I like soccer.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!

I love it when I sit down and eat popcorn while Im watching a movie.

I like to snuggle my kitty.

I love to read.

I love to draw almost anything.

I like watching T.V and movies.

I like Super Heroes

I like to write stories.

I like my computer time.

I like having fun.

I like to try to figure out puzzles.

I would like to fly some day.

I like NCIS. A t.v. show

I like camp.

I like grilling out.

I like panda bears. They are so adorable!

I guess thats it for now. Hope that help ya know me a little better. :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

Soccer update

Ok, so on Saturday we had soccer. We played three games and let me tell ya It was a struggle and a half. We played three teams. We lost 2 games and tied 1. I felt kinda sad but I know that we will win next time.

My goal for this season is to improve my game and be the best deffence ever. Well at least try to be. :)

I guess Soccer is going good. We have practice tonight and I am going to totaly get my game on. I am ready! WOOT WOOT!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The Lockin

Ok, so on friday night bub and I went with Lakeside( a church I go to on wednesadys) to a lockin somewhere in T.N. It was sooooo much fun!

We got there and had to wait outside for whats seemed like forever and then they finaly let us in. We were off. People were all over the place. We mostly ran around the whole time trying to stay awake.

We hung out in the basketball place, food room with all kinds of games, locker room.

While we were there I saw someone who I though was very cuet. So my friend Keely asked If I wanted her to see how old he was and I said shure. Well, she asked him and kinda paused and started to walk way. I told my friend Kayla Armour that he looked like 15 or 26 and she agreed. Well, Keely came over and kinda looked shocked. I was kinda excited cuz I thought I was right for once, but man was I wrong. She looked at me and said " well, he is........12 years old! I wanted to crawl under a rock and stay there for the reast of the night. Talking about feeling like a dork.

Besides that I had a really good time.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Question

How many would like it if I put my Star Wars book idea on here? Theres like 10 or more pages.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Record players

We got our first record player this weekened. Its weird. There is no touch screen or anything. You have to move this little needle thingy to get it to work. Then you have to place something in the middle of the record. Its just to much work.haha...Im use to turnning on my P3 and touching the play button. Not using a needle.

Anyway..I guess its cool..Not my type of music player though.

I watched Julian Smith on T.V. today. He was on Smash Cuts. Its a cool show. They play videos of accidents and some other stuff.

I might be going to a lockin. Maybe.... If anyone wants to go just let me know. Its gonna be AWESOME! Its in T.N. Like 30 min. from my house.

Ok.....thats all for now.....chow

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Goats that play soccer.

I had my first soccer practice today. It was fun. I did a lot better than I thought I would. My only problem is throwing the ball in. I dont lift my hands over my head high enough. Its stinks. So that is someting I must work on.

I went and saw some little baby goats today after practice. I saw one that looked just like my other little goat Rosemary( who died on March the 3) and it made me want to cry.

I went to Dairy Queen and had a cheeseburger, onionrings and a blizzard. It was very good. :)

Lets see...what else did I do......hmm....I think thats it....Well obviously I came home and I play a game with my brother. Sounds fun right?.........

Monday, March 1, 2010

Moms

Mom's are one of the best things in the world you could ever have.



They feed you. Hug you. Love you when you are............not so good. Do your laundry. I was going to say wash your dishes but I kinda have to do that. Take you places. And a bunch of other stuff.



Mom's today dont get the appreciation they should get. They do way more than we ever could imagin and yet we take it for granted. We should respect them more and love them not for what they do, but for loving us so much that they put up with our attitudes and all the other junk. I am so guilty of taking my mom for granted.

I guess what I am trying to say is Love your mom with all your heart and treat her with respect because no one will ever love you as much as her.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Yes, Im Random

Well, I am really bored so I thought I would blog some. Fun fun fun. Haha

So far my life has been good. I cant complain.

I have been looking forward to soccer. Im planing to make some new friends. Hopefully. :)

I had an AWESOME time with my friend Kayla Armour lastnight. We played with Felix. Then we went outside and played with our goats. They loved following us around but it kinda got anoying.

I love playing my guitar. Its sooo much fun. I would be lost without it and my singing.

I love ALL me friends and think they are all very special. Thats someting else I would be lost without. My friends.

Im working on someting big in the music world. I cant tell ya though its a secret.

HI MOM!

I love Halo. Its so AWESOME!

Ok, Im done. Glad I got all that off my chest.





Friday, February 26, 2010

Dont know what to call it.

I am really really really really HAPPY for some weird reason. Well i guess its not weird to be happy becaue people like me are happy all the time.. Wow I talk to fast. I need to stop that.

Sooo....my kitty is the most sweetest kitty in the whole universe! He loves to play with straws. Weird huh.

Ummm....cant wait till soccer...even though im a little nervous. O_O But i know that Ill at least do ok. :)

I hate school, but thats not any news. I believe most teens do. Cause of math and alot of other stuff. But mostly MATH. :P

Well thats it .........................................or is it. o_O

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Brothers

Brothers, although they get on your nerves sometimes, are a very important part of your life. Yes they do bug you and sometimes get into your stuff, but they also help you get through life as a kid.

My brother is very important to me. He has helped me so much in life. If he realizes it or not.

When we were kids we use to ride our bicycles all the time. We stopped after his really bad accident.

We went up a hill and wanted to see if we could ride down the sidewalk. We got up there and I was about to go, but Bub insisted that he go first. Well, he went and tried to jump over this crack in the sidewalk. When he jumped his front tire came off and he went flying through the air. He hit the ground and just layed there. I thought he was playing, cause thats what he use to do when he would fall, but when I got down there he was out cold. I thought he had broke his nose so I started to freak out. I picked him up and carried him home. When Dad saw him he ran to me and took him inside, cleaned him up, and we started to the Emergence room. When we got there the doctor looked at him and said that his nose only had a small chip broken off of it. It was his lip that was busted not his nose. We waited and waited and waited. We spent 6 hours in that hospital.

The whole point is that I am blessed to still have my wonderful brother with me today, even though brothers are a pain sometimes, we would be lost without them.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Why Cats are better than Dogs

Cats are better than dogs in many ways. Cats are sweet and adorable when they wake up from taking a nap. They have cute little paws, their little meow is so cute you just want to hug them tight. They don't care if you leave for a week, and they dont jump all over you when you come home. The list could go on and on.

When you are talking about a dog you dont think of all those things. You wonder if they smell, you wonder if they have had their shots. " Ew" is one of the many words said to describe a dog. They make to much noise, and they jump all over the place. This list could also go on and on.

To me I would want a cat more than a dog any day. "Why?" You ask. Just because THEY ARE BETTER!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

A Psalm From The Heart.

Lord, teach me the words you want me to write. Speak to me the words you want me to speak. Use me as a vessel, a tool to show your wonderous and magnificent power.

For our world is a corrupt one and you are the only one who can save us from an eternity of pain and suffering.

For your name is Holy and Magnificent and you will save us from an eternity of torture.

Set a fire in me oh God so that i may be a light for your name in this time of darkness. Set me apart from the world for you are my God and all I want is you.

Purify me and make me clean. Frogive me for the sin, which I have committed against you, and make me whole.

For I do not understand your ways and why you choose the smallest of all people to be leaders. Please reveal what your will for my life is. I will accept it with honor and rejoice for the God of heaven and earth has chosen me to do his will. And store inside me, oh God, a passion for the lost and hurting souls. Amen.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Hi

HI! My name is Kayla and I hope whatever I write will be able to encourage you or help you with whatever you are going through. That is my mission. To help people with their needs. I love to encourage and support people in times of hardship or whatever it is their going through. From simple guy stuff to understanding Christianity. So if you ever need any help with anything or just have any questions , just ask. I'll be there. :)